You are not alone

2012-01-30T23:36:00.003+08:00

Cny visitation at mom's friendz housez

The bro's leaving for NS in 3 days. Major fml )':

2012-01-30T23:32:00.002+08:00

MOE: TENG JULIA, you are posted to REPUBLIC POLY, BUSINESS APPLICATION (R18) under 2012 JAE.

holy shit.

What we do when we hang out. ha ha

2012-01-29T18:43:00.005+08:00

We (my cousin and I) decided to do something stupid on a sunday afternoon cuz we were bored.
Warning: YOU MIGHT DIE. DO NOT JUDGE!!!!!!!!!! we're just kids trynna have some fun!
and a chinese song. SRSLY DO NOT JUDGE. DO NOT. Hahaha

k going for a movie with the family now. sigh they're chasing me like dogs. *woof woof*

2012-01-29T02:39:00.000+08:00

I WANT THIS

THIS

for now. hehehehehe.

OMG I NEED TO STOP WORKING AND START SHOPPING!
I haven't shop for like a month???????? sigh...........):

2012-01-29T01:54:00.004+08:00

IA XIN'S ONE MONTH OLD!!!

hehe ohmygod Y U SO CUTE? Oh how i love babies :B

2012-01-27T01:32:00.000+08:00

My job in the kindergarten has been pretty good so far? I mean how bad can it get, right? Cuz it's only been like 2 days. Getting pretty used to seeing children cry every morning for their moms and dads, children complaining about each other, children fighting, children screaming and last but not least children shitting/peeing in their pants. God knows where all this love, patience and kindness came from. Sigh work's in 6 hrs time and I still can't get to sleep. God bless me today cuz it's gonna be sucha long day at work in both the kindergarten and teaparty (:

2012-01-27T00:13:00.001+08:00

HAPPIEST 70th BIRTHDAY GRANDPA <3

Gramps!

So they have the same chinese birthday but different english one. ??? ok can

The Family

papa teng & mama teng

Baby cousin so QT pie

p.s. blogger photo upload needs to stop being a bitch. really.

CHINESE NEW YEAR 2012

2012-01-26T23:04:00.000+08:00

MONEY,MONEY,MONEY COME TO ME.

Oh hi grandma, Y U SO COOL?

K blogger's being a bitch cuz it only allows me to upload 2 pictures at one time and it takes like 10 mins to upload 2 pictures. k enough of trynna upload pictures for cny ):

2012-01-25T16:46:00.000+08:00

why life sucks.

1. I didn't make it into a JC as thought.

2. School-less for 3 months.

3. Taking up 2 jobs. (kindergarten and teaparty)

4. Still learning piano

Life haven't been like "OH FYEAH NO SCHOOL FOR 3 MONTHS!!! I CAN PARTY ALL DAY!" It's been like fml I have no life. My life has been revolving around my job, my piano class and all you can think of that is boring shit. God I don't even know where to start. k so this is how my week's gonna be for the next 3 months?

Monday: 8am-2pm (kindergarten) > 3pm-9pm(teaparty @ SMU)

Tuesday: same as monday

wednesday: same as monday

Thursday: same as monday

Friday: 8am-2pm (kindergarten) > piano lesson

Saturday: most probably work @ teaparty at 6 avenue

sunday: church

HOW EXCITING'S MY LIFE FOR THE NEXT 3 MONTHS???? sigh....................

2012-01-25T16:35:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR ALL!

Had reunion dinner at the dad's side then the momz.

2011-12-09T04:04:00.000+08:00

HI ALL, I'M BACK.

Work, work and more work. So much for the "fun" after O's.

And my blog's fucking dead so i figured that I should try reviving it. Hehe.

I've been suffering from insomia and I assume you can tell since i'm actually blogging and talking to myself on twitter at this unearthly hour. Sigh, my life surely sucks.

Sleep, eat, work, piano. My life's pathetic.

2011-07-17T01:37:00.000+08:00

2011-07-03T23:13:00.000+08:00

17 weeks to O levels. Just gonna try my best and leave the rest to God I guess?

I'm pretty screwed for now cos I'm not even the least confident about doing well for O's. Mock exam's in a few days and i haven't really touched my books? I'm guessing I'll do really well. yea like REALLY REALLY well. sigh. Life has been a bitch AS USUAL. It took me a long time to realise i should quit complaining about life and thank God for every single day he has given me. (i'm not trynna be a holy girl or wtv) but really i feel like i'm such a ungrateful bitch.

If you'll ever read this.....

Dear evangebitch,

I miss having you in fmss, the days we hang out after school EVERY SINGLE DAY just to see the guys play soccer. The days where our clique was much closer than now taupok you and called you the DONUT QUEEN. I thank you for still being my listening ear now even though we've drifted slightly apart. I thank you for making an effort to meet me whenever you can. I thank you for being a great friend and I'm saying this from the bottom of my heart. Love you always <3

Dear carissa,

I miss having you in fmss too, I remember you for being a motherly figure in our clique always offering your endless help whenever you can. I miss your loud voice and the way you eat your noodles (damn loud). I know we've been through some bad times in the past but yea, i still thank you for being a great friend now. Love you <3

Dear yunxin,

I haven't really talked to you or hung out with you since the day we changed seats? Don't really know the reason why we've drifted like a million miles apart though we're just like 2 seats away. but i guess it's because we're the kind that DONT MAKE THE FIRST MOVE? kinda miss sitting beside you in class, giving each other the weird eye contact when someone we don't like make a stupid comment/wtv, etc. But i guess it's just kinda awkward now so yea. *awkward*

Dear sarah,

We weren't really to close to even begin with and we only hang out when one of us wants to go tanning or when there's a clique lunch/ birthday celebration. But I truly enjoy the times we laugh and get excited about hot guys and their body and also how to clique laugh at you when you raise your brows.

Dear richelle,

I remember how close we were in our sec 3 days. The days we sat beside each other and plan where to go for lunch even before school ends. But now it's just weird cos we don't even talk to each other despite being in the same clique which makes it more weird.

Dear all,

I just wished we were closer than what we are now/ we appear to be.

"FRIENDS"

2011-06-09T22:55:00.001+08:00

We appear so loving and close on the outside but how loving or close are we?

Think I'm selfish, self centered, jealous, petty, unreasonable, wtv. Sorry but I can't even be the least bothered about what anyone even my "close" friends thinks about me.

Friends? Where the fuck should I begin? (totally lost)

Are you guys not at fucking all sensitive enough to tell what on fuckin earth i'm trying to put across to you guys? Isn't it obvious enough for you people to even GET IT? Wait, you guys probably couldn't care less or give a shit right? yea, I'm totally right.

Why the fuck am I made or asked to do things like that?

Why the fuck should I please anyone when the things I do fuckin pisses me off.

When the fuck has anyfuckingone done anyfucking thing like that for me.

And then why the fuck am I asked to do it to others.

Yes, I'm selfish, and I'm so fuckin jealous. Y'all happy with that? I'm pretty sure you guys are.

You guys have people do happy lil suprises and all sort of shit for you.

WTF DO I HAVE. NON FROM MY FAM AND NON FROM MY "FRIENDS".

Thanks, love you guys so fuckin much cos I feeeeel so fuckin loved.

2011-05-07T02:00:00.001+08:00

I'm not gonna say sorry for not blogging for sucha long time cos it's not like i have any readers anyway. Ha ha ha. I'm just bored and I dont know what to do at 2.05am in the morning.

So yea, i'm right here talking to myself, as usual.

So many things have been happening in my life this whole few fuckin months both good and bad but mostly bad and I just feel like I cant fucking cope? So i'm actually having a good 5 days break and I'm fucking grounded. Tell me how fucking awesome this 5 days is gonna be. Once again, nothing new. FUCK MY FUCKING LIFE *winks*

Okay, imma chill and blog about something good that happen. Went tanning with Sarah and good thing is, I'm tan (which is gonna fade off soon) Bad thing is, I'm in fucking pain.

Coincidentally, the guys were having their little outing at sentosa so we decided to meet and went to watch Fast & Furious 5 together. There were 14 of them (guys) and there were only 2 girls so yea, awkarrrrrrrrd. But wtv, the show was awesome.
Alright, I shouldn't blog about the bad things that happen cuz there's just too many. And i really dont wanna get all pissed again. I'll try to blog more regularly cuz i met my primary school friend at my brothers Talent Time and she said she's been reading my blog regularly. Kinda like weird but thanks. haha. And speaking about my brother's talent time. He's indeed a talented guy cos if he wasn't, he wouldnt have won the competition for the second time. haha. kbyez

2011-03-15T18:01:00.000+08:00

Hehehe, got my Justin Bieber concert tickets last week and I totally can't wait for his concert on the 19 of April! Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

My genting trip was horrible. I had to stop taking the rides cos my heart/chest was giving me so much problems. Went to the doctor and he said i pulled my chest muscles. So yea, I can't LAUGH OUT LOUD LIKE HA HA HA AND CAN'T COUGH if not I'll feel this piercing pain at my chest. Gotta go for an x ray if it doesn't get better in 2 weeks time. And for now, NO SPORTS.

( It's all x country's fault, according to the doctor ) Imma sad gurl yknow???????

2011-02-22T23:08:00.000+08:00

I WAS PISSED YESTERDAY, I AM PISSED TODAY AND I WILL BE PISSED TMR/FOREVER.
When will I stop being angry and bitchy about little things that happen everyday. I mean nobody can please me and only me so whytf am I pissed about? I've been so angsty nowadays, not to anyone in particular but just everyone around me. I'm always telling myself to let go of things that has happened in the past but I just can't seem to do it AT ALL. I don't know why but this "HATRED" that I have inside of me is just so strong. I feel it and I know it but what can I do? Nothing. Which makes it all more frustrating. People might think I'm a super negative person cause all I tweet or blog about is me being angry all the time. But what truly is behind all this anger? I don't even know the answer myself. Now is the time I need a break, a really long break.

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2011-02-22T00:28:00.001+08:00

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2011-02-22T00:25:00.001+08:00

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2011-02-18T15:44:00.000+08:00

Hi, sorry for the lack of updates and I shall now blog about my CHINA trip which obviously suck!

First day: We had to meet at the budget terminal WHICH WAS REALLY TOO BUDGET at 3 cos our flight was at 5 plus in the morning. Not gonna mention about the flight there was it was so blooody uncomfortable. I swearrrr. I couldn't even sleeeeeep!And then we arrived in china. I don't know where's this place called.
( this was outside the china airport) The weather was awesome.

Headed for lunch at this restaurant which food wasn't edible at all to me.
The bloody crabs were so small by the time you peel the shell off, you have nothing left.

And then the adults went to buy these. SUGAR CANES.
I HATE SUGAR CANES.

And then without even going back to our hotel, we went for a boat ride to this place which looks like a dessert, probably china's dessert. A cold one.Like typical tourist.

And then we went back for ANOTHER boat ride. Or rather, A ride on a wooden plank.
Okayz, wtf was I doing. This is my cousin and my annoying sister.We finally headed back to our hotel after all of whatever we've done.
Swear the bed was as hard as the floor.
I forgot where we went on the second day so I'm not really gonna blog in order.
We went to some place which looks like china bontanical gardens.So basically, we went to alot of places which I have one perfect word to describe "BORING"
They were either bringing us for tea, places where we could suba dive and etc without allowing us to try, foot massages which KIDS under 21 are not allowed to do and places which introduces their CHINA HEALTH PRODUCTS. ( Like who's gonna trust china's "HEALTH" products?) Okay so these are 2 kinds of " food" they try making us by telling us their made from sharks. Tell me if this even looks like a shark! It's like a bloody NASI LEMAK IKAN BILIS and it taste just like it too! Seriously.Oh and this is a shark sweet. Damn sick.And then in the night, we went for a BOAT RIDE AGAIN! Omg. The only awesome thing about the boat ride the fireworks we got to see.
( I CANT UPLOAD ANY VIDEO COS BLOGGER SUCKS)

This is how our 3rd hotel looks like. So "Nice and not scary" right? HA HA HA. Didn't even dare to walk out of our rooms. We were living on the first story and there's nobody upstairs the 2nd and the 3rd one which definitely makes it creepier. Oh and, this is CHINA'S 4 STAR HOTEL APPARENTLY. WTF IKR? We were the only ones living in here.Exactly how it looks like from far. I swear.

And on the forth day, WE WENT CHINESE NEW YEAR VISITATION. I HAVE REAL BLOOD RELATIVES THERE. LIKE OMG SERIOUSLY? COUSINS. AUNTY AND UNCLES FROM CHINA? YOU'VE GOTTA BE KIDDING ME.These are just relatives I don't even know how they are related to me but yes, they are. Some are my cousins. Wth right.So it's basically us behind the four old people. And starting from the man, he's my grandfather's brother, the 2nd one is my grandfather's sister, the 3rd one is also my grandfather's sister and the 4th one is the old man's wife.
Some kid I dont even know A beach, 5 mins walk from their house.Houses which has been there since forever, Probably a feww hundred years. Cos it's my grandparents parents house.
These are just some pictures I'm too lazy to upload the rest.
Oh and ANOTHER BOAT RIDE AGAIN! A boat ride to see 2 pathetic rocks. I MEAN SERIOUSLY. DAMN STUPID!Okay, and random pictures we took
LASTLY, I HATE CHINA AND THE PEOPLE THERE EVEN MORE. NEVER GOING BACK.

2011-01-23T17:44:00.001+08:00

I had such a bad night yesterday, you guys have totally no idea. I spammed twitter like an insane bitch. And to those who read my twits, sorry for spamming and being so angsty. I hate life. I wanna end it so badly. My existence isn't making any difference in anybody's life anyway especially the both of you. So that's it, I'm giving up. Imma sucka.

2011-01-20T17:22:00.000+08:00

Muscular Julia

School has been sucha bore, like seriously. Let's see what I've done this weeek.

Monday:
My first official start of having tuition almost everyday, what do you think about my life. Fun huh! Lunch at 18 chefs with Carissa and Yun ( Misss carissa like I dont even know how to describe but apparently she says she's able to meet up with us every Monday(: )

Tuesday:
My second day of math tuition which I cancelled already cos Yea I dont quite get what the teacher's trynna say. ( BUT I STILL HAVE MY FIRST TUITION) Lunched @ fushion with yun and leon.

Wednesday:
Lunch with Evan, dinnesh, weesiang and jonathan chan @ 18 chefs. Met Nicole for physics tuition at 7 and we ended at 10 plus, Literally killed all my brain cells. Cabbed home and chiong-ed my D and T

Thursday:
Attire check in the morning was _|_ed up, Catch me for fringe? Fug? I have bangs eh. You blind? wtf is wrong with your eyes? SO what, I'm supposed to cut it above my eyebrows? You freakin kidding me? You gay shit or what. Lunch with loy and yun at fushion. Supposed to meet evan at cck but being forever late queeen LATE AGAIN. knn pissed. Went home and now getting ready for ss/history tuition. After tuition, I gottta chiong my D and T again cos tmr's the deadline for 2nd submission. Sumbudy juz keeeel me nao? Damn freaking tired.

Lets see a list of all the upcoming tests in just one week.

Friday: Physics test, English formal letter writing test.
Next monday: Maths test (sets and similarity) Chinese compo test.
Next tuesday: Chinese section A test.
Next wednesday: Chinese section B test.
Next thursday: Chemistry test one cations.

Has my life beeeeen interesting? I can't wait for sec 5 to be over cos it's a pain in my asssss.

2011-01-14T22:09:00.000+08:00

I manage to survive 2 long weeks in school. Someone, be proud of me.
School i would say has been such a bore. And I have never in the past 4 years in my secondary school feel as stressful as now. I have never done any school work ever since sec 2 and now, school work's like never ever ending. It has only been almost about 2 weeks and today was already d and t's first official submission. Just seeing how fast everything's going makes me feel like I'm not even gonna make it up to a school. That's how frustrating it is. It used to be TGIF, yay! But hell effing no for now cos it's like, F dammit, another week of hell is coming its way. So many things on my mind right now. I miss carissa, evangeline, zhongyik, isaac, mingjie daphne and etc. I'm not even loving school. I still love the girls around me now. I'm gonna have tuition for almost every subject. Hell effing O levels. All the freakin homeworks I need to do. All the up coming tests in probably week 4 which is Hell. Wtf, Just so many things to do and to be done. Can you feeeel my frustration?

2011-01-02T02:17:00.000+08:00

Only presentable picture from a little 4K's gathering. So basically we had dinner at Justacia( if I'm not wrong) and then to the arcade where everyone was having fun playing except me cos I didn't really like being in the arcade in the first place but wtv, seeing them play was actually fun.

And lastly, Meet the Fockers with Carissa, yunxin, sarah, isaac, joel and mj (:

Oh and, FIRST PICTURE OF 2011!!!
Went for thanksgiving service in church and omg, and I'm like so proud of myself. I finally got the guts/balls/courage wtv to go up there and thank God for everything. haha. And supper with Elisa, sharlyn, sandy and serena after that at Al-ameen. Tmr's my official last day working at tea party! haha so sad. But on the other hand, I'm really excited for schoool to start though I know it's gonna be a really tough year for most of us. But it's ok, 2 more days and goodbye holidays! Hahaha yay! I'm high and happy now. And regarding my sleeeping problem, I think I really really need to see a doctor if not I'll really really die when schoool re-opens! byebye.

2010-12-28T01:48:00.000+08:00

So Yesterday, I went for Jiaqi's Birthday barbeque after work.

Ok, here's one pathetic peeeeeekture.

2010-12-27T03:15:00.000+08:00

School's starting in a weeeek. I can't wait.
(I'll do a proper blog post when i get more pictures from others)

2010-12-25T16:52:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMASSS EVERYONE <3

2010-12-23T00:30:00.000+08:00

Hehehe I bedazzled mt phone witha hello kitty stickaaa.

My bangzzzzzzz, so gayzzzz.
( Anywayz, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARISSA. LUVV YOU V MUCHZ)

2010-12-18T02:51:00.001+08:00

GOD HAS PERFORMED SO MANY MIRACLES IN MY LIFE. I OUGHT TO THANK HIM ON THANKSGIVING NIGHT HUH. AND FOR THE MOST RECENT MIRACLE:

I MANAGE TO GET MY ASS INTO SEC 5. WEARING THE BLUE AND YELLOW UNIFORM FOR ONE MORE YEAR WITH 16 POINTS. (The points didn't really matter cos all I asked for was a pass.) BUT YES, I'M JUST REALLY EXCITED TO GET MY ASS BACK TO SCHOOL, BE A NERD AND MUG ALL DAY. THIS INNER JOYFULNESS IS INDEED UNDESCRIBABLE.

I'm so freakin relieve everything's finally overrrrrrrrr.

2010-12-09T01:27:00.000+08:00

I went walking with dinosaurs with my sis cos apparently my mom doesnt really wanna go.

It was pretty alright except the fact that the dinosaurs were too big and the area they had was too small. So yea. It was a once in a life time thing so wtv. It was okay. My camera died on my half way cos I forgotten to charge it ): So these were the few dinos I manage to capture. ( Oh and I video-ed the whole thing on my phone. Super bad quality but h

2010-12-09T01:08:00.001+08:00

( Our lunch at Hot tomatoes)

Went to suprise Richelle at her house with Evan, yunxin, dawn, trevor, joel and rich's two other cousins afterwhich. ( didnt really take a group photo though)

Winnie the dog's finally turned 16 (L)

2010-12-07T00:13:00.000+08:00

Went for richelle's birthday after work today.

(lovelle)(Sarah)(Evangegrapies and Jerwin)(Yunxin)(Kate)( Evangegrapies, Sarah, Yunxin, Richelle, Carissa and I)(Evangegrapies)(Carissa)(Dawn)( RICHELLE)

Happy 16th Birthday Richelle!!! Though we ain't that close anymore I still luvvvv you(: hehe. May you have a blessed 16th Birthday and I hope you like the balloons evan and I gave you (:

2010-12-05T22:44:00.000+08:00

Met carissa after church at thiong cos she was already there having her lunch.
Headed off to town to search for stuff we didnt even manage to find in the end ):
Had dinner at the korean barbeque place at far east and headed home to catch star search! haha

Yesterday was such a tiring day it felt like i was almost going to die, for real.
Met evan at her place and then we cabbed down to town with junjie.
Accompanied junjie for dental and cabbed with them to tea party for work while they have dinner.

Ended work at 11 and i literally felt like i was gonna faint anytime so i decided to cab home for safety precautions.
omg, i'm so freakin tired but I can't sleeep as usual ):

2010-12-03T11:20:00.000+08:00

Was at town with carissa and evanz for shopping which I didn't cos both of them got their pay.
Ohh and finally gettting to caammmwhooreezxzxz without borrowing someone else cameraaaazzz cos my mom got one for me. IN HOT PINK. haha. I feeeel so pinkkkk now (:
Probably gettting my havianasss with my bro at town laterrrr. hehehehe

2010-11-25T13:24:00.000+08:00

These are like a few of the pictures. I'm too lazy to upload the rest. Can't wait to go with the girls in Decemberrrr again!!! hehe

2010-11-18T16:58:00.000+08:00

pictures quite sometime but not too long ago.
Need to get my camera fixed asap D:

2010-10-29T11:21:00.000+08:00

LAST DAY OF SKOOOOOOOOL.

2010-10-12T23:23:00.001+08:00

Firstly, HAPPY BELATED SARAH NG
(Sorry for not attending your chalet D:)
2ndly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY LYDIA
( More pictures on facebook)
Lastly, I've gotta Job @Haagen Dazs

2010-09-26T01:35:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY JUNJIE!!!

Omg, when was the last time I updated this damn blog.
Okay, I'll start updating againz.

2010-08-13T00:51:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY SELLLLEK (L)

2010-08-09T22:02:00.000+08:00

Omg, I haven't update for so long.

2010-07-17T16:49:00.000+08:00

( The picture did capture my leg reaching his face ): )

Sing Meixx

Michelle

Janis.

Jia qi

Yunxin, Carissa, sarah and I

Sarah

Daphne

(totally love sarah's face over here)

4K'S CLASS PARTY WAS AWESOME.

2010-07-15T18:02:00.000+08:00

READ THIS IF YOU WANNA KNOW WHAT KINDA PERSON I AM.

The Aquarius woman can be described as unconventional, unpredictable and inconsistent. Aquarius personality is difficult to understand. An Aquarius woman sees the world differently. She is beautiful, having captivating eyes and a unique type of hair texture. She neither wears flashy clothes nor is fashion conscious. On the contrary, she will be dressed in a highly unusual manner, combining both the old and latest fashion trends. Yet, it looks good! She is talkative, honest, likes adventures, but is quite paradoxical.

Independence and freedom are the most prized qualities of the Aquarius female. The normal society norms are not for her, and she never likes being directed. You will also notice that she will never follow the exact instructions given by anyone (including recipe books). She likes to experiment with everything. She has myriad of interests and needs freedom to pursue them. As she is intelligent and imaginative, she can find any subject under the sky interesting and will not hesitate in pursuing her interests.

An Aquarius male, also the female, is rightly called as everybody's friend. They gladly give advice and opinion when it is asked for. They are patient listeners, therefore, are good friends. They can maintain an equal balance of talking as well as listening. As aquarians are compassionate, people find it easier to pour their hearts to them. Aquarians are extremely social. They have charming manners and also an ability to socialize with all kinds of people. They are extremely comfortable talking to people of different ages and class. Aquarians find people interesting and enjoy dissecting the human psyche. They like to know the innermost thoughts and emotions of people. But, it is never the other way round. They never like people to know their innermost motives.

Aquarius Female as a Partner

You have to be mysterious to attract an Aquarius woman. She usually prefers intellectual men over the rich ones. She will definitely have solved the mystery of your nature if she really finds you interesting. Aquarius women never rush into marriage. You will have to convince her to get married. According to astrology, Aquarius compatibility is more with Gemini and Libra.

Once married, an Aquarius woman will be a caring and faithful wife. You must remember to preserve her independence, as an Aquarius female cannot live without her freedom. Let her pursue her interests and meet her friends. You must also be willing to accept and appreciate all her friends as they are equally important to her. Aquarius woman likes to be treated as an equal. Displaying emotions like jealousy, possessiveness, chauvinism will make her turn away from you. She even does not prefer sentimental men. Be sympathetic with her or she will just retreat and remain completely aloof. Aquarius women prefer platonic love over the passionate kind, and do not emphasize much on the physical aspect of love.

You will be relieved to know that an Aquarius female is not the jealous and possessive type. She will never keep a watch on you and there is a complete lack of suspicion until in the extreme case. But remember that honesty is a quality immensely appreciated by Aquarius females. She will never tolerate cheating. If you are found to be dishonest, she will be deeply wounded and will not forgive you. Once the relationship is over between you, it cannot be reversed. She may prefer to be friends with you as an Aquarius is everybody's friend!

Okay, this is so true. Omgz

2010-07-10T15:30:00.001+08:00

So Germany's out! And so they'll be fighting for 3rd/4th placing today!

Uruguay's gonna get kick in the ass today. Totally can't wait(:

And tmr will be Spain Vs netherlands.

Totally got a feeling that Spain's gonna win tmr. Though i hate them to the core.

Seriously? Girls go crazy over spain just because of Torres?
Oh, just one player and you're all going crazy over it? seriously.

Well, they have good players, But so what?

Just open your damn eyes and look at the way they play.

Whether or not they win it or shit, the way they play sucks ttm.

Highly highly overated shit. So whatever the outcome's gonna be.

Whether or not they win WC? They are still overated and they still suck.

2010-07-07T20:59:00.000+08:00

Sorry for the lack of updates but life so far..... sucks.
I mean there's nothing much going on except going to school.
Everyday since monday has been so drama. Like really drama.
I would firstly apologise to people who I have scared
( For those who knew what happen)
For whatever I've done, I was dumb and foolish.
That was the last thing I thought I'll ever do to myself.
But I was wrong, It just took over me and there was nothing much
that I could do other then starting to regret what has been done.

Ps. I hope germany wins this match though the octopus predicted that they will be the one heading home. Screw all spain fanz. Highly overated ttm.

2010-06-28T20:16:00.000+08:00

Hi all, I'm so sorry for the lack of updatez.

So yes, holidays has beeen......... So freakin boring. Like really.

And lots of tanning sessions which didn't make much a diff.

But well, at least I tried.

And so much of the One month June holidayz.

It's over. Back to books. Prelims in 4 weeks and N's in 2 months.

Woah, that's kinda fast huh.

2010-06-12T21:34:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST YUNXIN

I LOVE YOU BESTFRIEND (L)

(I'll edit this post after I get all the pictures from the other girls.)

2010-06-10T22:40:00.000+08:00

Some stupid mother shit head D and T student/fairsian stole my freakin' D and T work. Freakin wasted my whole bloody week cuting and nailing some shit. And he/she stole/threw/wtv the piece I was done with. So much for being PURE AND HONEST. Thanks.

2010-06-05T02:09:00.000+08:00

Doing this shit And playing all the games on Msn with shadiqq.

And it's ike 2 am now. Freak, I can't sleeep. Damn it.

Okay bye, I'm gonna try sleeeeeeeeeep.

2010-06-04T23:53:00.000+08:00

Dance performance @ NAFA was pretty alright.

Went to support Sarah (Ji chi pang) Bought flowers.

And cheered like crazy! Wtv, she danced well (:

Dinner @ some steamboat place with big 10 after dance which I didnt eat.

2010-06-03T22:38:00.001+08:00

(My freakin awesome tourguide)

(An Ex Vietnam national soccer player, current champion for vietnam body building and tour guide. His name is Chu chu) Effffffffffin cool. Omgggggggoddddd!!!
( This is totally nothing compared to his body building pictures he took in competition. Holy cow!)

(Chu Chu!!!)

(freakin huge helium balloon for only 2. cheap ttm)

mum

2010-05-24T17:38:00.000+08:00

I'll be going to vietnam.

I don't sound excited at all? Indeed, I am not.

I'm gonna miss out so much on Friday and SATURDAY!

I mean So much fun. FML seriously. Urgh.

In the first place, why vietnam?!?

And Why on the 28th. Omggggggggggz.

2010-05-23T00:06:00.000+08:00

I LOVE YOU MISS ONG.

AND I WILL MISS YOU MORE ):

( First and the Last time I'm hugging you like that)

Although I've been failing physics since forever,

Miss Ong is still an awesome teacher.
I fail not because she wasn't good.
But because I was sleeping all the time. ( I admit )
I'll remember you for catching me not wearing camisole,
Catching all my attire problems,
Trying to wake me up during your physics lesson,
your cute face during chapel,
I'll remember everything about you.
Although the class don't really express our love for you,
We do love you.
I will also remember seeing you cry when saying goodbye,
Yunxin and I almost teared. WE CONTROLLED, like how you did.

(Now, everytime I wear my camisole to school. I will remember you ): )

Thanks Miss Ong

4K'10 Loves you v.much.

2010-05-18T22:31:00.000+08:00

Do you love me? teehee

2010-05-13T19:51:00.000+08:00

THANK YOU GORDON GOHHH!

You know what I'm thanking you for. teehee

It'll go back to you in one peice. I promise.

2010-05-12T15:18:00.000+08:00

SENTOSA WITH 4NA WAS AWESOMEZXZ

2010-05-09T14:20:00.000+08:00

All you care about it your bunch of stupid tuition kids. A bunch of so called lovable kids. You know what? Adopt them one by one, make them all yours. You admire others parents who have better kids compared to you. On who can excel in both studies and play, be organised, be neat and tidy, be hardworking, be helpful, be anything you name that is good. Sounds like a perfect kid? Thats your expectation.I too, admire other kids who have better parents. Way better than mine. What's there to compare? Live with it and be thankful. Is it that hard?
I give up. I give up trying to be a good kid. I give up trying to hard. My best may not be your best but at least I've tried. You may not see it, maybe just too blind to see, but at least I'm not regretting a shit. I give up studying or trying to study. So what If I'm gonna fail in this pathetic life of mine. Does it matter to any of you at all? I'm already a failure, trying is unnecessary. I dont need anyone to discourage or demoralize me further. I've had enough of all of these from all of you. You asked me if I have done anything in this life of mine to show you that I love you? My answer to it is Nothing. Nothing that I can think of. One cannot love when they dont receive any love. You're gonna say that you have a terrible childhood and your parents didnt love you either. But guess what? My childhood is as terrible as yours. Just give up on me. Go help your tuition kids. And when they get their A's which I'll never ever be able to attain for you, their parents will start thanking you and worshiping you like some kinda god. Like Jesus Christ. That's when you will feel a sense of satisfaction in life. that's all you want and need.
I feel sorry for appearing into your life. Making your life so miserable, giving you so many problems and trouble. I'm such a problematic child. Have you thought of wanting to give me away? Do as you wish, as long as it makes you happy.
Life is so short and yet, I'm crying over split milk. Am I foolish or what?
Dont vent your anger on your little adorable kids. I'm surprised your tiny little heart didn't shatter into a million pieces. and Wow, I didnt know I was such a great influence. Making all your Kids become as rotten as I am. Becoming as demonic as I am. Wondering whose the devil? Me. I'm a perfect living example of a devil, satan. Use me as a prop when teaching your little kids about the satan during your oh so holy bible story. Stop complaining about the little imperfections in life. You want a perfect family, a perfect home, perfect children. I'm sorry, I can't do it. I'm not perfect and therefore I shouldnt appear to make your perfect like imperfect.
All you think about is you, you and more of you. Aren't you just a selfish, self centered person?
Who are you to smash my phone away. the word smash sounds like you've used alot of force? Yes, you did, You literally broke it. You tore it apart. How Strong of you.
Just because you're my mother? Oh please, save it. Mother sounds like a pretty wrong word to use at the moment. Just like you said that I'm a burden to you, You are a burden to me too. A pain in my ass, A fuckin pain in my ass. I come home everyday not feeling welcome. Like what richelle has said previously " Home is like a hunting ground, You dont know when you're gonna get shoot. Anytime, anywhere" I agree on this a hundred and ten percent. I always try to avoid, but never succeeded avoiding cos more problems just come by. I'm sick and tired of creating problems and solving them after which. You're never satisfied. When ever I tried doing something to please you, you find another to pick on me. So yes, I give up. I'm not going to try.
Not at all. I'm just going to sleep this pathetic life of mine away. Sounds like alot to take in? If you'll ever read this, you'll be half dead. Maybe more than half.
Looks like we're having a pretty "good" relationship over here? Let's just live with it.
Till death bring us apart
And not forgetting, HAPPY "MOTHERS" DAY.

love,
Your most demonic child, sent from hell.

2010-05-08T17:03:00.000+08:00

JJC'S TALENTIME 2010

2010-05-07T23:39:00.000+08:00

FIRSTLY, CONGRATULATIONZ SMELLY FEET FOR IMERGING CHAMPIONZ FOR YOUR CATEGORY. HEHE. YOU GUYS WERE REALLY REALLY AWESOME!(Roger, Jeremiah, Pietrek, Gary, Sellek)

I can predict, my future

2010-05-05T18:03:00.000+08:00

This year has passed so quickly. Too quick.

I can't breathe, I can't catch up.

Let's just talk about mid years.

I can totally predict that I'm gonna see at least

3 big fat U's in my report book this term. Wanna bet?

And for the sciences, I've never pass science since primary school.

So I'll only pass if God performs Some kind of miracle.

See how screwed am I now? So dont even bother telling me that I'll pass my N's.

It's just some kind of ecouragement everyone tries to give.

But it's pointless, useless so stop trying.

2010-05-03T00:50:00.000+08:00

2010-04-29T21:58:00.000+08:00

Center parting queenz

Pictures taken from sarah(:

Our not quite productive study date(:

2010-04-24T00:06:00.000+08:00

Current mood: Pissed to the max ( Not about the post below)

Today's the last time we're gonna train or compete or whatever as a team.
So goodbye fellow ncc(sea)-ians.
for some of us, we know the effort we have put it.
How hard we have tried and struggled through.
But it doesn't take 1 or 2 to do everything, it takes a team,
IF you even realise this IS a team sport.
Results will prove everything.
But yes, You reap what you sow. So it's a lesson we all have to learn.
I know why they choose to give up, I truly understand.
hawhawhaw.

2010-04-16T22:55:00.001+08:00

I'm the cause of you becoming like that, and I know it.
Stop trying to tell me i'm not cos I am.
Everyone effing hell knows it except you.
I may not know whats going on,
But I dont wish to know a single thing from now on.
Since there's no basic trust
and you have to ask me a thousand times if I would keep whatever
A secret for you. Then I see no point in you telling me anything.
Cos you doubt me, for the past reasons I know.
You're not getting over it well. And I'm terribly sorry about that.
But that was like what, a year ago?
It's already been a weeek. C'mon,
are you going to to be like this for the next few weeks or months
and what, ruin your mid years?
whatever okay, I'm just so effing sorry about every effing thing
I didnt know it will affect you this much

2010-04-12T20:42:00.000+08:00

This is not the craziest i can get.
You made me run out of school literally today.
You made me cry myself to sleep.
You made me have swollen eyes and a splitting headache.
You made me stay in the freakin school's toilet for the whole morning.
You made me not come home.
Its just no point crying afterall right?
Cos you weren't even there to hear it.
I know how it feels and what its like to cry till you really have no tears.
Thats what I'm going through now. So are you happy?

2010-04-11T00:27:00.000+08:00

CHAPELTON WAS AWESOME,
THE PRESENCE OF GOD WAS SO STRONG.
IF ON CHAPEL WAS LIKE THAT, NO ONE WOULD EVER SLEEEP.
ALL OF US JUST WENT MAD AND HIGH. ( especially evan)

Nicer jumpshots we took after Chapeltonz.

2010-04-05T22:41:00.000+08:00

SCHOOL WAS AWESOME.
FRIENDS WERE AWESOME.
NAFA WAS AWESOME.
FAMILY WAS AWESOME
DINNER WAS AWESOME.
TODAY IS SUCH AN AWESOME DAY(:

2010-03-25T20:49:00.000+08:00

Do you have parents who cares too much for you?

Do you have parents who thinks they love you when they dont?

Do you have parents who controls you too much?

Do you have parents who loves being unreasonable?

Do you have annoying parents?

Do you have parents who think their always right?

Do you have parents who are over protective/paranoid?

Do you have parents who think what they do is good for you

but apparently it's not?

Do you have parents who think they're so effing holy?

Do you have parents who scolds you for what you've done wrong

and drags up a matter which happened a few years back?

The list goes on and on. And yes, I DO have parents like that.

I'm really having the urge to start cursing and swearing now.

It's irritating when you have parents like that.

But more irritating when you can't say a shit or curse or swear IN THEIR FACE.

Cos they're so bloody weak. The moment you talk back or shows attitude.

They'll start being sad, angry and depressed.

Screw this shit. I'd rather you both give up on me and let me do whatever I want.

And even If I fail, It has got nothing to do with you.

Afterall, I'm just screwing up my own future. Not yours.

ps. Parents meeeting tmr, so effing dead.

2010-03-23T00:10:00.001+08:00

THIS WEEK'S LIKE FAIRFIELD'S HEALTHY WEEK?

So we got an apple in the morning from the school.

Honestly, how gay can our school get. I'm only excited for kick boxinggg (!!!)

Watched lovely bones after school @ vivo with Evan, Yunxin and Sarah.

I'm dreading school. Tuesday's the worst day of the week. Trust me.

2010-03-20T23:52:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY ZHONG YIK (:

Celebrated Zhong's birthday with Yun, Evan, Shadiqq, Taufiq, Haiqal and Johnathan @ Vivo.

2010-03-18T23:52:00.001+08:00

Piano, Evan's place, home.

Wrestling with Evan is the best thing You can ever do.

You'll never get bored of it cos its so effing awesome.

Evan, I really wanna upload the video. plz?

(We started wrestling on the bed, Fall off the bed.

Went on the bed, and fell of again. Kay, I'm gonna upload

the video tmr, kthnxbai.)

Gluttony is a sin. I'm sinning too much.

Ordered macs @ Evans place justt noww.

Evan ordered a cheese burger.

Yun ordered a filet O fish.

I ordered a Mac spicy and Mac wings. Knn.
It's like 12 now, and I'm eating sushi. fml.

But well, I'm Hungarrryyyy. So, no choice(:
Town with yun and evan tmr ( insert many heartsss)

2010-03-17T23:12:00.000+08:00

This picture kinda scares me. But whatevaaaz

We're very tan now! Thanks to today's training (!!!)

I REALLY THANK GOD FOR SENDING HIS SUN DOWN TODAY(:

I pray tmrs sun will be as gooood as today! Teehee(:

2010-03-16T14:33:00.000+08:00

14th March, Worst day for both of us.

2010-03-16T14:13:00.000+08:00

I havent been blogging.
I'll update later tonight(:

2010-03-12T00:17:00.000+08:00

1) CROSS COUNTRY 2010 WAS PRETTY AWESOME :B

I came in 11th last year, and that pretty much sucked.

And I came in 3rd this year for the sec4/5's girls category?

Awesome muchozxz. Thanks to all the dragonboat trainingz.

2) Had lunch @jurong point with the girls: Evan, Yunxin, Richelle,

Dawn, Natalia, Sarah, Annetta and vanessa.

3) Everyone left. So Yun, Evan and I went to some quiet corner, sat

down and started talking. ( But no bitching!) We left when I started

grumbling and complaining about how much I needed to eat, as usual.

Why on earth am I always hungry. I get super hungry easily, like honestly.

I eat more than 3 meals a day and I snack like mad. Oh eff.

4) Went home after eating.

5) Used the com the whole time I was at home

6)Went to jurongpoint after that to meet Evan to EAT and go for piano class

7) I spent the whole piano class ranting. TO MY PIANO TEACHER.

Well, at least she's a good listener. At least better than anyone of you mf fakerz.

8) I hate going home alone, but I did. I was so effing scared.

My bro had to come pick me from the bus-stop.

9) I LOVE MY BRO MORE THAN YOU. <3

10) My muscles are achinggggggggg D:

2010-03-06T20:45:00.001+08:00

A is a friend and B is an annoying, stupid and ugly guy which I know.
I was msging A yesterday. And B asked A to ask me if I was dead.
To B if you'll ever see this.
Is it me, or is it just you being stupid?
If I was dead, who then was A msging?
Oh wait, you ARE stupid. No need to mention.
No wonder I can't communicate with you, right from the start.

2010-03-04T21:31:00.000+08:00

1) I cabbed to school and was late by a few seconds. Knn.
2) I slept like a log in classsssssss.
3) Suntec career fair was bullshit.
4) Starbucks with Yunxin and Carissa.
5) Stupid joshua waste my time!
6) Bused with yun to bukit timah
7) Cabbed home and had a super nice convo with the uncle.
Teeheeee.

How do you define fat.

2010-03-01T22:53:00.000+08:00

I am fat and ugly, the more I look at myself the uglier I think I am.
Honestly, that's what I personally feel.
If I have a chance to go for plastic surgery, it will be so awesome.
Cos there's so many parts of me that I want to change.
Say I'm being vain or ungrateful for what God has given me. I dont really care.
Cos I'm just a screwed up face.
I dont really mind being anorexic, Like how I wish I am now.
I'll do anything to get in shape. Cos I'm a freakin fat for freakin nuts. Omg.
Liposuction will be such an awesome idea. Agree?

2010-02-26T00:02:00.000+08:00

I dont know what movies are there now,
But I'm confirm watching this 2. Anyone?
(Although this is not released yet)
( I watched these 2 chineseeee movies with my family)

( I watched this with my mom)

( This is sucha fuckin awesome picture, at least for me)

2010-02-25T20:26:00.000+08:00

Today was almost the most effed up day.
I've been cabbing to school every morning since Monday.
Wasting like almost half of my allowance.
Had Physics, English and Chinese test.
I did English test, Half of physics test and none of chinese test.
I slept the whole effing day in school.
The only time i woke up was when the class had to greet the damn teachers
And say goodbye to them after lessons.
Other than that, I was never awake. ( Just for today)
You guys have no idea how effing tired I am, seriously.
Town with sarah to get her phone repaired and went home.
Tmr's the effing deadline for D and T.
I'm so effing screwed. Everyone has finished except me. F.
See how effing screwed my day was.

2010-02-20T23:46:00.000+08:00

Shopping @ town with Evangebitchz today was pretty productive.
At least we got the things we wanted to buy.

2010-02-17T22:41:00.000+08:00

CHINESE NEW YEAR WAS SUCK-ISH

Fushion with sarah after school.

2010-02-13T01:25:00.000+08:00

Today's officially the most effed up day of the year.
Like seriously effed up. cny celebration was effing screwed.
And the "outing" afterwhich was more effed up.
Yes. effing effed up. ( Thanks fatin and Diana for hearing me out)

You're not likable. No one effing likes you.
You're not how good you think you are.
Keep those comments to yourself.
Cos you're not any better.

2010-02-09T21:30:00.000+08:00

I OFFICIALLY HAVE A PHONE AFTER 16 YEARS OF MY LIFE ON MOTHER EARTH.
( Thank you Yiwei for lending me first)

2010-02-08T22:11:00.000+08:00

Sunday was a whole day of spring cleaning.
But what to do, bloody chinese new year's coming and my mum wants me to clean up my room.
Screw it, I'm never gonna clean up my room again. Its just a waste of my time.
Everything will just go back to the same old square one.
( Screw chinese new year. Except for hong bao part. I'm really in need of cashhhh noww)

Training today was slack ttmz I would say. kekeke.
Dinnered with Fatin at clementi after that. Talking to her was just awesome.

2010-02-06T23:22:00.000+08:00

I was having a convo with my bro just now...

Me: Do you speak alot of vulgarities in school? I bet you do right.
Bro: No, not really. Only when I'm damn pissed. I hate people who speak vulgarities,
It just proves that they can't express themselves well. Thats why in every sentence,
They have to add the F word in. I bet you use it damn often.
Me: No I dont, I hate people that speaks vulgarities too! kekekeke.

2010-02-06T22:27:00.001+08:00

Morning
Had tuition at 11 and ended at about 1. So cancelled my date with Rich.
Bro came back from camp today! ( Happy ttm )

Afternoon
Went running with him. Ran to lakeside ( and supposed to run back home)
But I was too lazy so we bus-ed back.
Reached home and mum was like...
Mum: Wow, you guys run so fast?
Bro: Yeah, we bus-ed back cos that pig was too lazy to run.
Mum, bro and I: LOL

Night
Bro and I sent my sis for dance. Accompanied him to queens to get stuff.
Fetched my sister afterwhich. And dinnered together(:

2010-02-05T23:18:00.000+08:00

The bad thing: Today's such an effed up day. I'm fking pissed to the fking maxxx. Wth is wrong the everyone. F you all. Mf dogs. Stop being dogs for dogs sake.

The good thing: I can finally after 16 years of my life get a phone. teehee.

2010-02-04T23:39:00.000+08:00

Evan and my bro suprised me with this when I was @lakeside. On my way to school.
( Evan and I was late for school because of this. I've been late for 4 times this year, shitzzz)

Sakae with Yunxin, Dawn, Junjie, luke, joey and shimin after school.

We had like 30 of those. And we managed to finish them! Each of us ate 6.

Then the others came later on : Evangeline, Sarah, Joel and kittipong (More pixxxxx but lazy to upload. kekeke

2010-02-03T23:57:00.000+08:00

I JUST TURNED 16. KEKEKE

Thank you all for the wishezxzxzxzzxzz
I officially hate Mr Ow, the beaverrrrr (!!!)

2010-02-01T20:54:00.000+08:00

Cleaning in the morning and dinner at night.

2010-01-31T02:06:00.000+08:00

TALKING TO AN OLD FRIEND. AND REALISED I KNOW HIM FOR 6 YEARS ALREADY.
I'M LIKE A HAPPY NOWWWWW. KEKEKE

2010-01-30T23:48:00.000+08:00

I spent my whole morning/afternoon doing nothing.
I went expo with my aunt to do some shopping.
I think today's shopping was very productive because
I bought many thingszxzzxz.
And I am very excited about tmr's cleaning.
My mom wants me to start using the damn alarm clock. So she's not waking me up tmr, Shit

(Reminds me about last year.)

Dad: You have to start learning how to wake up by yourself and stop depending on the maid.
Me: I can't la. Can't even hear the damn alarm clock when it rings.
Dad: No, no such thing as can't. If 1 alarm clock is not enough, I'll buy more.
Me: Stop asking me to try ley. I can't be late for school anymore la.
Dad: Came home at night with 2 more alarm clocks.
( Oh, and I managed to wake up with 3 alarm clock ringing at the same time) kekeke.

2010-01-29T23:28:00.000+08:00

Screw today. Screw today. Screw today. Screw today.
Screw today. Screw today. Screw today. Screw today.
Screw today. Screw today. Screw today. Screw today.
Screw today. Screw today. Screw today. Screw today.
Screw today. Screw today. Screw today. Screw today.
Screw today. Screw today. Screw today. Screw today.
Screw today. Screw today. Screw today. Screw today.
Screw today. Screw today. Screw today. Screw today.
Screw today. Screw today. Screw today. Screw today.
Screw today. Screw today. Screw today. Screw today.
Screw today. Screw today. Screw today. Screw today.
Screw today. Screw today. Screw today. Screw today.
Screw today. Screw today. Screw today. Screw today.

Seriously. Dont even bother asking me why. F.

2010-01-27T23:16:00.000+08:00

English lesson totally ruined my day.
5 walked out of class ( Not gonna mention who)
( Its a damn bloody long story)
Today's officially the slackest training. Team bonding games?
I didnt work at all. hahaha :B
Richelle, Leon, boaz, yiwei, kenneth and I had to sign this Contract.
We have to pass all our tests or we will be kicked out of Db.
Seriously, pass all. F. I've never passed science since like forever?
Someone's gotta help me. Dammit

2010-01-26T23:32:00.000+08:00

To change or not to change, that is the question.

I officially hate Chemistry and EL teacher.
This year N levels still give us all the shit teachers.
Honestly, the school just wants to see us fail. F them

2010-01-25T23:09:00.000+08:00

What the hell is wrong with you people,
Stop pissing me off for God's sake.
Stop racking up the damn past.
What is done is done, It is in-revocable.

Dragonboat training = Mad.
( More than 300 push ups I swear, and 150 jumping jacks.)
I'm having blisters on my knee, and its peeling off right now. f.
Dinnered @ dover with: thiongxin sistazzxz richelle and lovelle, Leon, Nicholas, joshua and Ivan.
Went home and no tuition.

2010-01-23T22:55:00.000+08:00

1) Churched with Richelle.
2) Chicken rice.
3) Macs
4) buddy hoagies
5) camwhore ( all unglam shots)
6) Dinnered with R, JJY and N at al-azhar
7) Cabbed together to my house
8) They went jp after that
9) I came home
10) and I'm using the damn com.

We changed mode to make ourselves look tanner. Wth

2010-01-23T01:37:00.000+08:00

Dragonboat training, Dinnered And haji with ( LT, RC, N, JJY)
Okay, bye.

2010-01-21T20:04:00.000+08:00

I officially hate going to school cos I go to school everyday looking like a zombie. fml.
But well, they have never failed to make me go high and mad again. kekeke.

Wednesday: Dragonboat training. (sucks) We ran, ran and ran like non stop. The skin at my knees are peeling, I'm having all lots of blisters on my leg, My muscles are aching like mad and my freakin toe nail feels like its gonna fall off. shuckz. I was supposed to have piano class at 8. But something really stupid happened, so I missed class.

( Story about the stupid thing that happened)
Took train to cck Mrt, Didnt know where the LRT was cos I've never took one in my whole entire life. Found it and took to jelapang cos my teacher's house was there. Reached and found out that I lost the address of her house. But I remembered block 521 and level 15 but not the unit number. So I went up and heard this man playing the harmonica. Scared the shit out of me cos it was obviously the first time that I was there. So i quickly left the block and went home.
Called my teacher after that when I got home.

Teacher: Eh, why you never come.
Me: I lost your address but I remembered block 521 and level 15.
Teacher: Then why you never come?
Me: Cos I scared I go wrong house. Wait, was there someone playing the harmonica?
Teacher: Yes. my husband. why?
Me: SHIT!!! I was just at your doorstep and I went home. I saw a man playing harmonica then I got super scared thats why I went home.
Teacher: Walau eh, Thats my husband la. See la. we missed one lesson.
Me: Walau eh. shit la. This is the dumbest thing i've done this year.

Thursday: I dislike my chemistry teacher and chemistry itself. Sigh. She can't freakin teach for nuts. I bet everyone or majority will fail chem this year. Lunched with Yun and Wei rong @ KAP.
Okay. today's sucha boring day. My body's aching all over. And there's dragonboat training tmr. Dammmit.

Friday: Db training plus dinner with yun

( why do you guys have so many secrets. I mean its nothing wrong. But it just irritates me when one of you just starts whispering to another. I doesnt make me alone feel left out. But most of us)